It was the TWINS birthday on the 1st FEB.
but their awesome friends,
decide to SURPRISE them on the 31st JAN,
by gatecrashing their HOUSE.
muahahahaha.

super GLAD,
that the surprise was successful,
after the stream of bloopers
during the rest of the birthdays!

met the rest super early on a SUNDAY morning,
to finish up the cards,
and we popped by WOODLANDS.

it was SO EXCITING.
seriously the thought,
of pulling this whole thing off,

all of us trying so
hard NOT TO MAKE any noise,
one floor above their house.

LALI freaking out,
so afraid that she is gonna spill the beans.

You gotta be there,
to experience how much happiness there was.

and the most classic ACT of all,

was MUBEENAH jumping up and DOWN,
when she saw us at the door with the cake.

SO CUTE.

and now for the pictures (:






see me. busy busy busy
drawing!



Nazreen and Nisa.
the fresh looking faces (:



Nandu and Lalli.



chipmunk i draw and colour one k!


the jimmy neutron too!!



and now trying to pull of the surprise!



all of us waiting one floor above.



nisa's selection.



i am super honoured to carry it.
after all the butterfingers did her self proud!



the surprised people!



Mubee's PANIC ATTACK!
hahahahahaha



Samee's OHMYGOD face.
hahahahahahaha



Aysiah shock for what lah?



blow my troubles away.
give them their happiness.
age is just a number,
for as they are always young at heart.



some foundation for her.



najima, its mubee who is eating the cake.why your mouth so BIG? LOL! 


wasnt this just half the crowd?



presenting the cards (:



aww. SO SWEET :D



Lalitha's creation.
Habusha's smart idea.
all the Friends' sincere wishes.
MY awesome traced cartoons!



presenting the presents (:



sabahh. No rush.
they look the same and react the same!
 .lol.



dont worry u aint seeing double.
SAMEENAH BEGUM & MUBEENAH BEGUM



with SMILEY :D



every one of us who was there.
oh and the twin's bestie YASMEEN who was taking the pic (:


on their birthday,
i wanna thank god,
for creating two Angels
with the same faces,
to bless us with happiness
just by their mere presence. (:

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so many wonderful people
had been born on the month of February!

and all these wonderful people are my friends,
and when we decide to show our appreciation they dig deeper into our pockets!

coz now i have got holes in them-.-

haha.

all the presents (:
to show our love for them.


now from NOORINA's birthday!
29thJanuary 2009.

that pretty tall and thin girl turn
2-.
BUT another blooper as usual,
since sheik had accidentally asked her
how the celebration was
even before we surprised her!

there will always be someone
to be the wet blanket sia!

wasted.
nevertheless she was SUPER happy,
and super touched when she saw what we got her (:




NOORINA BEGUM.
and she dont know how to cut a cake.
like seriously! 


 
mubee and i
got the cake :D


the two sisters.
noorina and shafina!



noori even wanted to stuff
some cake into my mouth lah.
sorry, i very shy.

[i posted a DAMN funny pic of NISA here,
but she threatened me to remove.
Hence its gone]
 



very thoughtful of ayisha to select a present
that noori needs a lot.



and we got her a HANDPHONE!
see her new one VS old one!

her geeky dinosaur phone in the bin!LOL


and now next round!

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this is one of the times,
that i wanna try and put
my feelings into words.

i feel so SO SO.
crappy.

it sucks that at times like this,
i am more.
emotionally unstable.

i was feeling so crappy.

and this was written the day before yesterday.

but apparently God,
sent me angels
To make me feel better always.

seriously;
dont you think when u feel down,
someone is always there to make you feel better.

even if no one is there,
somehow something,
will happen to at least make
smile once again.

When i was mentioning randomly,
about all my friends,
and all the little things they do for me,

my mum said,
i am so thankful,
that you have so many good friends.
atleast i know my daughter is well taken care of.

hahaha (:

and randomly.
i got a SUNFLOWER TODAY.

muhahahahahaha.

THANKS ALOT!
i was super happy :):):)

super pretty can. SO SO PRETTY CAN :D



where it rests now.
its so pretty.







and it came along with this.
oh and Spongebob and Patrick too :)

and now, meet my new happy pill!
shamini got it for me.
thanks thanks thanks.
and nisa started the craze.
its so so fun to play with.
and it makes u smile instantly.

when i play with this
people love watching it.
and cant help smiling.
coz young or VERY old
they are still amused,
and they too wanna
get their hands on it.
HAHAHA.







nisa's and mine.
obviously the nicer
classic coloured is mine!



spread the joy and the smiles (:



whee. bye


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again,i felt what it was like,
to miss someone so badly.

and somehow i couldnt help
but to feel so sad.

seriously these are the times
i want to SCREAM to my mind
to have better control,
and not let my heart,
rule its thoughts.

and yet again,
i proved myself,
that i wear my emotions on my sleeves.

LOL I DIDNT CRY.
that will be so retarded can?!


something that i should remind myself...

and thanks nisa.
the chocolate really helped.
but SERIOUSLY next time,
DONT WASTE YOUR MONEY.

and thanks nazreen.
ur sms saying you missed me,
and ur dropby to come see us at FC5, 
made me felt so much better.

and nazreen was crapping BIG time,
before she left.
she wished for a touchy guy for me
i was like WTH.

i dont want a touchy guy.
DISGUTING CAN?

and all this came up
because i she came
over to hug before she left
and i was like,
awkward return of the hug you know.
LOL

i am just the kind,
who is not so comfortable with skin contact.
i just feel its AWKWARD.
but so what?

its just this wierd WALL,
that i have built to protect myself^^.
yah so DONT hold my hand,
or TICKLE ME!
or hug me for too long!

my hugs are exclusive only if its birthdays,
or if u really need it for comforting sake.

but then again,
i realise things with my sisters are different.
hahahaha. SUCHA WIERDO I AM.

pelik seh.

oh oh oh,
and i was proven that i have a VERY weak heart.
coz i screamed twice last week.
first time,
coz shamini creaped behind me
and put her face very near my face,
and another night,
abu came from the back, stood at my side,
and said OH ISSIT.

i totally freaked out. screamed,
and embarrassed myself at the busstop. LOL!

but i just dont like people coming near me,all of a sudden.

i shall practise to be more strong-hearted :)
But how? i wonder.

People have been very nice to me.
i am extremely thankful to have so
many wonderful people around me.
mubeenah bought me APPLE bun from elsewhere.
just coz FC5's 7-11 close down= no apple bun for me.and i was pretty upset that it was gone.so nice of her lah.

and people,
stop pampering me with little little things,
even though they really make me happy,
seriously DONT waste your money on me.

and now before i leave.



it would be so cool and cute
to have one of these!

and i also have come to realise something else.
actually i know this A LONG TIME AGO ready.

and that is,
i am DAMN STINGY when it comes
to spending money on food for myself.
because i just have too many things to save for.
month of feb is like = burn my pockets month.LOL.
many many birthdays.

hmm.
but apples and apple buns are awesome what.
they are damn nice can?

NOW i hear nisa go...

tak boleh harap!
[hopeless] 

HA-HA :)

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I felt a miracle yesterday.

I am NOT sharing it with all.
if you want,
come ask me.

but i just want to mention,

if you are dying for help,
and you are totally alone,

not to worry, somehow or rather,
HE will creep into your thoughts
and tell you exactly what to do.

when i was reflecting back,
thinking abt what had just happened to me.

i couldnt help but to tear,
because i was just so thankful,
that HE was there to guide me.
i felt so blessed.

i cannot even imagine,
what would have happened to me,
if i wasnt conscious of my mind.

dont worry.
it wasnt a life threatening situation.
it was just one of the moments,
that i was to bound faint if HE wasnt there.

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Weekend was very much fruitful.
nope i wasnt studying all the way.
i didnt visit my relatives.
i didnt hangout with my friends.
i didnt spend my time with family.

instead i went to obtain knowledge.
i went to hear two islamic talks at Darul Arqam.
one at saturday night
the other on the sunday morning.

it was such enriching sessions i tell you.
The speaker Brother Idris Tawfiq,
totally moved me by certain things
he mentioned abt ISLAM.

and there was this one line he said,
that toally wowed me.

"Islam Is Perfect. Its People are not"

he simply put things across in the MOST simplistic manner.
and he was just such an honest speaker.

what was said during the talk,
if anyone is interested.
come ask me.

I am more that glad to share you his story (:

and then again,
i am glad i am chosen
to be a muslim.

truly the Allah(SWT)
is the most merciful,
the all forgiving,
and the Almighty.



i want to widen my knowledge more.

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i am really annoyed by my blogging habits.

NVM.

anyways from the last time i updated,
which was a WEEK ago,

i have been noobing alot.

had two tests,
over the week.
Financial and Cost Accounting.

and then i have been trying to rush out my RWPS
project still needs so much improvement,
coz i really really wanna do well.

i realised over this week,
that i AM DAMN CLUMSY.
i thought i had improved,
but its becoming very terrible.
its like a 100times worst,
when i am in a rush.

like on monday
i was on a mad rush,
and my watch that was already on my wrist,
flew of my hand before i could strap it around.

IMAGINE MY MOVEMENTS,
To have caused that-.-

and my beloved watch just got smashed,
as it fell flat on the face surface.
:(

but but but on the next day
itself i got a new watch (:
oh and i spent 30 over mins looking for the perfect one.
yah its only $5 BUT,
whatmatters is that it looks nice on my hand.
muahahahaha.

and i realise my obsession with watches
are getting a little out of hand.
but so what?
its just watches.

and on a sidenote;
nisa and i usually
think in the same line,
like how she will say,
thats exactly what i was thinking!
When i say something.

BUT
our minds never think the same,
when its supposed to. -.-

feel the presence.
thats all bullshit.

people have been very random these few days.
Nazreen gave me and nisa
something JUST FOR FUN :)

and its a SUNFLOWER brooch.
I LIKE :)
nisa got a rose hairclip
Thank you very very much.

and she is SO cute,
she even designed our names
According to the flowers
she got for us.




see the "sunflower" in my name
and the "rose" in nisa's name.
SO CUTE lah


(:

if you spot me wearing it.
think of nazreen.

oh and thanks mubeenah,
for randomly getting us the
pencil and pen.

and on THURSDAY,
zaki smsed me asking me to get cheap chocolate
crunchies,
And since i happened to passby,
nisa convinced me to get down at commonwealth
to get it from Sheng Shiong.

we go there ready,
NISA decided to talk me into bringing me to the field
so i thought ok only the field.
i shall.
Afterall i had always thought that field was pretty,
when the train passes by it.

and then when we are there,
SHE just dragged me,
everywhere right upto her DOORSTEP
at 5th floor.

lol. okay lah.
she was really happy.

i know how attached you are,
to ur old home.
i decided to follow you,
coz people were making u upset.
and i just wanted to make you feel better (:

BUT THIS TIME ONLY OKAY.
dont u dare pull such a convincing argument to me
next time.
LOL, not that i wouldnt be easily swayed YET again.

but hey,
i too think commonwealth is a nice place.

LOOK. not much. but i was too tired to take more.






she was stretching too drag time,
coz i was running to leave!
hahahaha.



this is the reason why nisa is SO skinny.
they have ALOT of staircases at commonwealth.



the annoyed look.
coz they demolished her playground
lol.



because nisa wanted evidence that
i went there.



one of the rare times,
she doesnt stop to POSE.



OH NOW SHE DID. LOL.
thats her block behind.


BUT STILL NOTHING,
is like where I LIVE

the awesome place
which belongs to
SPEEDWALKERS (:

oh and nisa.
thanks for the dewberries.
my mum loved it.

okay. now i need to pray.
jumpa lagi.

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school's week 2 is coming to an end already.
 
i fell sick over the week,
but now i am BETTER :D
just that my nose is
still on a race,
And i plan to beat it.

i have my JACKET from UniQlo already. HA-HA-HA
damn happy :)

and my jacket is NOT pink. SERIOUSLY.

for all the colour blinds out there,
its called peach. er no.
its a crossover from RED.

i dont know what colour it is.
but dont argue with me that its pink.
thats the last thing i wanna hear,

and if u want me to punch you,
that can be the first thing outta ur mouth. ^^

oh so randomly
i know ayisha had alot of fun going back home
on friday. MUAHAHAHAHAHA :D

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I AM SUPER HAPPY :D

i wanted to put this up yesterday,
but since now i can steal sometime off,
i shall do the blogging.

and thanks alot kay (:



HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i know i have been putting up alot of random posts.
but as long as those who are supposed to know what
i am talking about is good enough for me already.

anyways on Saturday i headed back to school,
to watch NISA dance.

YEAP DANCE.

oh and she can dance,
even though she is hip less. HAHA.
but she cannot move it for nuts lah.
LOL. JK (:

she was forced to dance,
and i ended up seeing a very
angry/sad/irritated looking girl,
throughout the whole performance,
except only when she looked at Shamini and me :D

OH and i think she was smiling to my camera.
COZ she knows i was video-ing,
and u know NISA is very camera friendly,
the smile AUTO come one. :)

then after that,
shamini and i headed to study at FC5.
i was actually teaching her ACCOUNTING.
and not bad,
She was able to grasp what i was saying,
without getting confused.

seems like my teaching skills
is improving huh.
yah right.

and then what,
we left and whatever that happened after that,
came as a shocking sweet surprise (:another 26 mins. LOL.



yeap thats what has been happening :)

and i am SO DUMB.
let me repeat damn dumb.
i should seriously stop walking at aljunied speed,
when i am coming back home.

seems like i tend to miss out on
alot of things when i am on my own,
when i go back home.

like my eyes and legs dont see and walk towards
anything but my home.

GAH. nvm.

atleast i got a good exercise.-.-

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